we change so much. i always get this feeling whenever i read my old entries but it never fails to amaze me again.
today, i read up my 2006 diary to see if i could find anything useful on how to relate to sec 2s since the sec 2 camp is coming up. 2006 was e year i took sec 2s also as a catechist. as usual, it's startling to read old entries. the immaturity and ignorance all floods back and it's very humbling cos it calls into question everything that i like about myself at this point. it makes me wonder: in a year or two's time, will i look back at all these and find this all very childish?
like maybe back then it was the intellectual phase. now it's the aesthetic phase or smth~ maybe next time i'll look back at these and just cringe at what a dilettante i'm being.
naive vanity, shallow narcissism, ignorant pride, misplaced ego. and the pendulum oscillates between insecurity and arrogance. ride the waves i say. but must have small amplitude~ lolz prosaic physics impurities contaminating this shallow pristine lake of literary banalities~
-.- stop it. very spastic
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
we change so much. i always get this feeling whenever i read my old entries but it never fails to amaze me again.
today, i read up my 2006 diary to see if i could find anything useful on how to relate to sec 2s since the sec 2 camp is coming up. 2006 was e year i took sec 2s also as a catechist. as usual, it's startling to read old entries. the immaturity and ignorance all floods back and it's very humbling cos it calls into question everything that i like about myself at this point. it makes me wonder: in a year or two's time, will i look back at all these and find this all very childish?
like maybe back then it was the intellectual phase. now it's the aesthetic phase or smth~ maybe next time i'll look back at these and just cringe at what a dilettante i'm being.
naive vanity, shallow narcissism, ignorant pride, misplaced ego. and the pendulum oscillates between insecurity and arrogance. ride the waves i say. but must have small amplitude~ lolz prosaic physics impurities contaminating this shallow pristine lake of literary banalities~
-.- stop it. very spastic